Toi Toi Toi

toi toi toi on an evening that followed a day of both triumph and decay, for what, reaching out seems to backfire, it almost seems like there is some sort of backlash as to what is going on. Repercussions of actions that need to forward thought and the need to get feedback. I understand that I am being asked to break the law, I am not willing to do such things for you. This is unexpected but I must save face, there is always something in the way, it comes down to somebody giving you incorrect information and you need to rely on it because people are expecting action, if I am willing to push for something to happen then lets make it happen, I like to call in support as that is my role. The large round asshole showed up and people listened, yet I have difficulty getting through, We all know there is a respect issue and that is fine I am not bothered by that but at the same time the show must go on. Fat men talking about food, the way of the way of the way of the way of the way of the way of the way of I just realized that I was intending on keeping a morning journal and that didn't last that long but that month was a very fruitful one I perhaps should return. I am going to begin, yet I am my own censor so I must not tell to much, battles were won today, there will not be work on my account you can understand that much, yet the need to produce seems to come from nowhere, bread that is amazing. I will be here shortly and the money owed will stick around longer but my life is short and opportunity is all around and must be capitalized upon because opportunities are scarce and spelling is difficult. It would be in my interest to pursue something of a caliber that would enable me to create, I would like to create some things and share them with fellow people yet the opportunity to do such things seems to be scarce. I need to follow up on creativity I am expressed on things and perhaps I am expecting that people with short should have long I am looking for models and I am finding them everywhere. Money,time,ideas, pick 3, what is the rational behind the region of Regina. Look to make connections and follow up on them a Sobczak was requested at two different venues a trip to Japan on the horizon along with some sort of travel to middle of the world and a trip to another place and fun times a world of wonder in a world where need is wanted but unable to connect with me. Exploration and thus a reason to show and reading reasons and getting feedback to stay in your hole, yet continually forging ahead. I need to take time and yet I am quite busy yet I have some time and I am wasting it with the job yet I need to be able to support the future that I have I need to figure out how to take care of myself, that said I think that I do a good job but my eyes are not that good I need to get them checked and then I can move and save face in Tennessee I would like to reach out I am not going to stand there and listen to such things I will ask what was it like, tell me about, what is the story where you can you elaborate will you let me hear you talk about that time care to share a story let us together chip our teeth toi toi toi.